author: Warren Ellis's "Transmetropolitan" content: "My grandfather had died, and my mother was trying to explain it to me...\ \ Grandpa isn't coming back? No, she said. Not ever again... And I remember saying,\ \ hold everything right fucking there. You went to all the trouble of conceiving\ \ me, and giving birth to me, and raising me and clothing me and all... and you\ \ make me cry and things hurt so much and disappointments crush my heart every day\ \ and I can't do half the things I want to and sometimes I just want to scream \u2014\ \ and what I've got to look forward to is my body breaking and something flipping\ \ off the switch in my head \u2014 I go through all this, and then there's death?\ \ What is the motherfucking deal here? I wasn't having this. This was not fair." id: ff5a6919-95af-49db-9b9f-f49bd348e957